My Uncharted Territory...

"...I search and ponder where God is leading and why. As I am with God in the wilderness I cannot help but wonder why things are not more comfortable. Why must there be confusionand turmoil upon my return. Why must I be in a world where others lie, gossip, and are deceitful and mean. The answer always comes, "They were that way to my Son". Upon my return I start to miss the place in the wilderness where I can be alone with One who loves and who is not uniterested. Upon my return I start to yearn for the next time that I am alone with God. I look forward to the uncharted territory that allows me time that I am alone with God. I look forward to the uncharted territory that allows me the time and quiet to consider my action and reactions to all that is petty and selfish. the time by the river does not cure the wounds of sin and division, it does not stop the abusive people from harming others, but it does provide the time with God to test my resolve in a controlled space where I cannot succumb to the temptation in anger or resentment. Ahhh, I get it, just like Jesus' time in the wilderness. So, to all of those who are surrounded by abusive and vicious people who are out to scourge and crucify. Go find a place in the wilderness to be alone with God. Find a time and a place to be able to process. You may not be able to stop the madness or redirect the sinner, but you will find comfort in your uncharted territory with God."

Winds...

Winds...

2/6/07 at 10:05

" My feelings and thoughts, dreams are real and so are you. I am not a player or playing with your mind. I just don't know if you could make life in my world simple...I dream of you making it...I want it to happen and I have many plans...Just as the Bible teaches, this world is not our home, we are just passing through, so why do so many make life here their home...really, they have no life thinking they will live day in day out the same, but living life as a journey, and sharing every thought and breath together is LOVE and LIFE as it should be, not being caught up in the things of man, but in the things of love and God, and of laughter with no stress. God had a plan, but man rewrote it all...went to a way of greed. I don't leave you out of no love. I leave for time of thought and planning...a time to see what you think and your loyalty...soul mates have a way of never giving up. It's a bond-like glue, that only gives a little, but never breaks apart...soul mates are in touch with one another when not even together...so when one passes on, the other still feels the one going on, and the one gone waits for another journey to begin in eternity...warm weather is coming, and a new wind is gonna blow, my hopes are, it will put us together...for a true journey of LOVE, with new winds dreams come true...don't give up on me. I want more then you know..."