God is my perfect GPS

As hard as it gets I try to walk again...fighting the pain and the decision I think was a right thing to do...? I still don't have a clear answer to that. Today is day 3 and it already feels like eternity. It feels like hell itself not being able to hear from my best friend...how do I do this? When we talked I did not need to blog, because all of my thoughts and prayers were directed to my friend. It was a comfort. I knew all my prayers requests were being prayed for. How do I do this now, not having my friend, my soulmate in my life? I direct my eyes up, I pray to Jesus for His ultimate comfort, and for reassurance that I did the right thing. Or maybe for the sign that I should go back? I am so uncertain of this...but this is what I chose to do. I need not to make any decisions in my life without God in it. I do not want to make any mistakes. I know I need God's blessings in everything I do. I need the power of Holy Spirit. I failed many times trying to do things on my own in my life, threfore, I SURRENDER! Now...Lord please take the wheel. Stear my boat. I can set the sails, I know I can...but please don't let me navigate. I need you to do that...and I am here praying for this...God is my perfect GPS!!! Lord please comfort me...I miss my friend...and it hurts so much!